Stressing out.
So I picked up my Organic Chem 1 Lab book today at UTSA and when I got home I opened it and saw things I couldn’t even decipher. I freaked out and closed it. And I opened it again a few minutes ago and started reading it and started freaking out. Also, I had barely ordered my textbook on monday and might not get it until the day after my first o chem lecture. That means I’m already going to start the semester off behind. I was planning to read the first chapter BEFORE the first lecture. I started getting worried that I might not even understand any of it. The last time I took a chemistry class was last spring, I barely remember anything. Then I started to think about what I’d do if I bombed O Chem. And now I feel like I’ve scared my self to the point that I’m actually believing that I can’t do it. Guys what’s wrong with me? Why am I so worried about everything?
